X gon' give it to you

So more and more news and details about Christina Aguilera's upcoming album is beginning to get me more hyped. Theres all these litle rumors and news about her collaborating with these songwriters and producers give me this overwhelming orgasmic sensation, Im not saying its a bad thing, I just want this album now. If it dosent come out soon, we all know she wants this album to be locked down til she finishes filming her new movie but atleast a little snippet of one song is good too. I really am excited to hear and she what she came up with. Good collabos with Sia, Claude Kelly, Linda Perry, M.I.A, Santigold, Flo-rida and the list goes on so im uber excited, ready to piss my pants excited. Btw the album is tentatively called "light and Darkness". I doubt thats the title, but hey anything can happen from now til the release date.

rain

I have come a realisation that Im still learning who my true friends are. I thought I knew but I guess I really dont know who they are. Sad but its real. I really need to focus on myself for a change, do things that will make me happy and will benefit me. Its time for me to make myself happy, reward myseld for a change. Im not being selfish, its my turn. Ive been the guy who finishes last because I let everyone else go first, I think about people before me kind of thing. But its a bit tiring now, damn its my turn

the face of an insomniac

I cant sleep, its 4 in the morning and Im still up. I took some random pictures a while ago and decided to post them up. Been drinking alot of water since 10 last night and Im still up. I dont know whats keeping me up but this needs to stop. I really dont have a sleep pattern. Its very unhealthy that I dont get enough sleep. I should start taking sleeping pills again.

getting over

Yesterday was ok. Good thing I didnt go out into the crazy stores. The bank job was pretty good. It wasnt as busy as I expected it to be. I took a whole entire pie to work and thats what I ate for lunch, yes I know Im fat..haha. After the bank I had to work the second job right after. Now that was crazy, people were all around me. all the tables were a mess, I didnt even know where to start fixing things. After closing time, it was a releif but still was a crazy mess of a store. We had discussions with everyone there. Jackie said that someone was talking behind her back and the manager wanted to know who but Jackie didnt want to say who. It was a bit sad that I knew who it was. We finished around 2 am, then I headed to walmart to see what I could find, but no success.

I gotta rest for a bit. I just finished working at the bank then start getting ready for the otehr job.

Happy Thanksgiving

Its thanksgiving. Its a different one this year for me in many ways, But I wont go into that. I actually cooked this year, all turned out pretty good. I did my usual errands to get things here and there. Waiting for everyone else to arrive at the house and finish cooking too. Then Im heading out to another dinner party. Well hope you guys enjoyed your Thanksgiving and dont stuff yourself. Im gonna try not to.

My first

So Im finally using this blogsite again. My internet journal if you would.

So this past week have been very busy for me and will continue for a while. Just like yesterday, I woke up at 5 in the morning. The usual morning routine, I dropped of my sister and dad to work. Got ready for class. Then after that got ready for job #1 and after that change and got ready for job #2. I finished my day at 11:30PM. Im going to be doing that tonight too. Gotta work tonight til 12 mid-night. We are setting up for the anticipation of the "black friday" sale fiasco. Its gonna be another night of folding, hanging, sensoring and lifting heavy snazers for me.